Random.

It's no secret that I am Cesar Salad Freak. When you think of salads you think of health right?

I got this one at McDonald's only because I was too lazy to make my own. Which is crazy because it requires the least amount of effort ever in regards to putting together a meal. But I had just gotten done with work and was too tired. So, how many calories do you think is in here? Probably a million considering where it came from. Someone once told me that it had more fat than a hamburger. I mean, how in the world can you make something healthy so...unhealthy? I actually tried to look it up and the answer I got was about 400-600 calories. Mainly because of the chicken and dressing. Eh. Whatever. Right? It was damn good. 

Please don't tell me awful things about McDonald's. I know it's so unhealthy and gross. 

I guess what made it worse is that I took it down with a cold Pepsi. 

Remember how I said it tasted gross? Well, I was wrong. It tastes wonderful.

Last night, I had cravings for it. 

When will my caffeine addiction end? 

I am so sick and tired of it.  

Anyways, last night I was so surprised that I was working alone. Yes. ALONE. 

People called in. People left. People got fired. I don't know.

Point being I was super busy and basically had to do all the work myself. 

Which kind of pissed me off considering my job is not a one person job.

It's more like a 3 person job.

Plus, the boss kept coming around and giving me awkward smiles.

I just kept thinking. 

Get the fuck away from me.

I know that's harsh.

But he is just one of those men who feed of having power over women or people in general.

Being that I do work in the Beauty Industry a lot of my co-workers are either make-up artists, beauty consultants, product reps, etc. And they tend to be female. 

At this particular location we have about ...uh..yeah 1 dude.  

Whenever he comes around everyone runs.

Seriously. RUNS.

Pretending to do something and when he talks to them their voices become PAINFULLY fake and high pitched. 

The first time I ever saw him people told me, to run. 

Some girl even hid!

Yes, she was hiding. 

What from? Him.

I think she had some task due that wans't completed.

He also introduced himself to me. 

He was being polite and asking me questions about how I liked working for the company and what my major was in school and etc.

Although, I knew he wasn't listening. He was somewhere else off in his head. 

I could've said some awful, nasty, and dirty things to him and he would just nod and say, "Well, that's great. So glad you are here. Welcome. Welcome."

I mean..for crying out loud..at least pretend to give a shit about your employees. 

Anyways, you know me. I do not hide and I sure as hell do not run from any man, especially not in heels. 

Running in heels=dangerous. Not recommend. 

The girl who was hiding said she cannot stand to be called out by him.

I understand.

He gave me shit for falling behind.

And I am not making excuses, but it really wasn't my fault. 

With my work, it takes time. I cannot force the process.

I just wish he would have stopped lurking last night.

I just wanted to seriously scream.

I was under a lot of pressure and was really busy and he kept coming around.

It's like..fuck off already. 

Sorry, for the bad language. 

And this some what childish rant. 

I am in school majoring in Business. I hope to open my own Business one day soon. When that day comes, and I have my employees, I will make sure that they know that they do not work for me but they work with me. I promise I will take interest in each and every one of them. I promise to make sure they know that my door is always open and I will not degrade them or instill fear in them in order to get "better" results or obtain some form of "respect". 

On another note, I am really stressed out. I have exams in every class next week. One right after the other.

I will stay in this weekend and glue myself to my books. 

I will get A's. 

Well, hopefully.

Plus, there is so much to do before my trip. I have things for school to set up and for work. 

I still have sooooo much shopping left to do.

Which, is kind of a plus but also a negative. Only because I feel like I needed to have all this done months ago.

Oh, well. Who is joining my procrastination club? It's free. Haha.

Love, M